![]() ![]() I hadn’t suspected he was mute, of course. It was even weirder to see a confirmation that we’d understood one another from the beginning. It was strange and unsettling, seeing these events through his eyes. Once she learns the tantrums are useless and don’t affect me, she’ll stop doing it. ![]() She ruined her food she isn’t getting more. I cleaned up the mess she made and then left her. No, I’m not really physically violent, but I guess I am sadistic. Then I decided to use it to condition her because there’s nothing quite so insidious as torturing someone in a way so they know exactly what you’re doing but know they can’t escape it. Although I’m quite sure the authors didn’t intend for it to be used this way.Īt first I studied it to try to understand her better, since she’d gotten her degree in psychology. I’ve scoured every behavioral psych book I could get my hands on for months. It’s the only explanation I can think of for the behavior. ![]() I believe she still thought I was planning to kill her and wanted me to lose control and do it quickly. She acted out much like I expected, throwing her soup like a child. ![]() Breaking her will be the best thing I’ve ever done. My silence will help mold her, my hands will become my voice, and eventually she won’t know the difference and won’t care. She asked me why I was doing this to her, and for once I was glad I couldn’t speak. I want her fear, desperation, complete and total obedience. I don’t even just want her not to pity me. Having her so afraid, so willing to please me if I’d feed her. ![]()
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